This is an introduction to my recent research in psychotherapy. I have streamlined this qualitative research method which engages the practitioner as the researcher or autoethnographer. The aim is to share and gain insights into the phenomenon of the psychotherapeutic process from the live-in perspective of the therapist. Watch this site for the release of my doctorate thesis which will be soon released.
Lecture at CONFERENCE 2021
Here is the transcript of my lecture in the conference above:
I would like to thank the organizers of this conference for inviting me today, and also to the editors of the European Journal of psychotherapy and Counselling for accepting my article.
It is a pleasure to be here, to share this aspect of my work.
I work in Singaporem and the time here is now 6:30pm.
PROFESSIONALLY I identify myself foremost as a practitioner of psychotherapy. Currently tail end getting the doctorate the Sigmund Freud University in Vienna.
I can say that
Gestalt therapy found me when i was already in my 40s, by then I had lived for more than a decade in Austria
It was then that I stumbled into a Gestalt therapy workshop…
I was impacted by the contact that I made with others at that workshop. something happened. Something changed … I changed.
I am aware that that change didn’t happen just because a number of people grouped together. Change happened because there were therapists there who were attuned to what was present, they were dedicated to the work.
I consider myself lucky that the first therapists I had met had made such an impression on me.
My curiosity lead me to enroll in the university (after having left school 25 yrs before with a Biochemistry degree)… I yearned to grasp what I had experienced. I tried to read about therapy, and how therapy works, how therapists work… that kind of thing. but nothing could justly explain my experiences as a client in those “magical moments” of therapy.
So, years later, having put myself through Masters and now the doctorate program in psychotherapy science,
I find myself still a seeker.
Notice that I am not referring myself as a researcher, but a seeker of understanding
of what psychotherapy is… versus… what the world thinks psychotherapy is for…
of what therapeutic change is… versus… what kind of change is expected of therapy.
And this leads me
Proposing a method of inquiry into psychotherapy process that is featured in my doctorate dissertation.
My contribution to this issue of the EUJPC is a distillation of this work.
There are 2 parts to this:
- the case story… which reflects a therapeutic encounter that is relevant to the topic of diversity, inclusion and the psychotherapeutic process. It a psychotherapy case study recounted from my lived-experience as the psychotherapist working with an asylum seeker from Afghanistan, with the help of a translator.
- the method of inquiry that i used, is an adaption of Autoethnography.
I shall very briefly describe the research methodology, and then introduce the case story.
The method of inquiry that I use here is adapted from Autoethnography… which is a qualitative research method traditionally applied to social studies.
To apply Autoethnography in psychotherapy case study …
I needed to make several definitions and differentiations
I give this method the name, Therapeutic Autoethnography
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Therapeutic Autoethnography is what I would describe as an aesthetic inquiry and an aesthetic representation of the studied psychotherapeutic encounter.
the result is a story, an art form,
What you will not get is a report,or an analysis about what has happened in the session,
but a story that evokes in the reader a sense of how it feels like to be there with the client in that encounter.
It is entitled Undercurrent
Is a story of diversity and the will for inclusion within the therapeutic encounter
The case story that I have written for this issue is based on my experience working with a patient some years ago, with whom I shared hardly any word with.
Culturally we were different.
This is the year 2018… before the COVID pandemic happened, It was the time of the refugee crisis in Europe .
Ali, the client, was about 30 years old, from Afghanistan, seeking Asylum in Austria.
He was brought to the psychotherapy clinic diagnosed with PTSD.
In this therapeutic field there was also the therapist, myself, and I am from SG. In this story, I am also the practioner and autethonographer.
Since we spoke in different languages, we were accompanied by a Translator, Zaya, who, was about my age, a mother of 2, and she was from Iran.
Together we were foreigners who happened to have met in Austria.
So you can appreciate how each of us in this encounter bring in our own phenomenological fields. ANd this is beyond language, gender, socio-status and culture.
In this article I weave the story from what I experienced in the sessions (which lasted 9 months) with Ali and Zaya, how we were moved even though language seemed a barrier.
How we brought the suffering that was hidden to the surface.
Time here is too short to read the story, you can to read it in the article…
But I shall share with you the concluding paragraph….
We gathered for nine months, three months longer than we had contracted to work
together. In this field, a story and plot emerged. Ali’s plot toggles between contents of his past and his future. From his past we hear of his suicide attempts, the violent treatment he endured from his uncle, the friends he had lost in the war. We hear of his concern for the women he had left behind in Afghanistan who had protected him— his uncle’s wife, and the mother of his friend, also named Ali. We hear also of betrayal. Ali’s future promises hope, despair, and uncertainty. What we had together in the therapeutic situation was in the here-and-now, like a pivot, holding space in an undifferentiated situation.
One can see how
The writing is different from other forms of academic writing, and it comes across as being an easier read.
Oftentimes Academic articles that are easiest to read are the hardest to write. in many sense… it takes courage and creativity to write reflexively.
it is also a lonely experience of introspection,
For me it is a humbling experience,
of allowing myself as researcher to be vulnerable to the work
of exposing myself as a therapist
therein lies measure of experiencing shame
but from this act of writing, we, as therapists can also gain, and share with each other the gift of reflection
of knowledge, and of wisdom.
Chew-Helbig, N. (2022). Writing evocative case studies: applying autoethnography as a research methodology for the psychotherapist. The British Gestalt Journal, 31(1), 35-42.